Think twice before acting on it
The time now is 1.39AM.
I've got Physics lesson later on @ 10AM.
I gave my piano lesson a miss. ( I changed tuesday's lesson to wednesday )
Met Jeremy and bro for dinner just now.
I'm pretty busy with life that I now feel that blogging is just something for me to do whenever I'm bored.
It ain't my hobby definitely because livejournal does not enable me to place twitter or blahblahblah other stuffs to make it look much more interesting too.
But here's a rough schedule for you guys to see what i've been doing for this week.
10am-12pm --- School (either physics or maths)
12pm-2pm --- lunch break (with minhui, natalie & Jasnyn)
2pm-5.30pm/6.00pm --- School (chinese coaching/bridging)
6.00pm ++ --- dinner
Once I get home, gotta bath and complete my a.maths homework.
Yea... That's about it.
Seriously speaking, its pretty tiring but I'm still able to take it.
Kinda feel that chinese coaching is useless too.
About 60 percentile of the chinese students wanna study but yet the other 40 percentile is blabbing all the way at the back.
How are those who wanna study gonna concentrate?
I'M NOT GONNA UPLOAD THE PICTURES TAKEN ON MY BIRTHDAY.
I'm curious why humans take things for granted.
Before I elaborate on some things that are running through my mind I wanna tell
YOU this.
YOU , yea you. I think you know who I'm talking about.
That post I posted previously wasn't talking about you.
So don't worry. I know I've always been a "BIG BULLY" towards you.
What ever it is, it just wasn't talking about you so you don't have to feel so offended by it.
Done.
Alright... Like I've said about why we human take things for granted.
I seriously don't understand the situation going on between girl A and girl B.
Pretty obvious that one of the girl is my good friend right? YES. one of them is.
I hate to see my good friend being so upset over her friends.
Its happy to see that she's gotten back to her old time past lover.
BUT its very disheartening to see her moaning about her friend
S.
A friend that has been by her side.
A friend that has known her since primary school.
A friend that would always make her laughter so pretty that shines every moment, everyday.
if YOU think that you're right. That perhaps I should say that you're WRONG.
I don't get it. Seriously... I don't.
I don't understand why must you hang out with a person she detest so much.
Hang out with that person not only once, but
MANY times.
I can bet that she has complained about her infront of you. RIGHT in your face.
But guess its either you're too stupid or too ignorant to acknowledge it. (no offence)
You shouldn't deserve such a good friend like her.
I guess this time you have really crossed the line.
If you think that you're life would be so much better without her then tell her that.
Don't keep it behind from her because it'll just practically affect your mood, day and relationship between her.
It doesn't only affect you but her too.
So would just kindly stop enlarging the hole?
I've got every reason to post about this.
Thank god I wasn't over reacting just now.
Thank you
poonie for cooling me temper down.
If it wasn't you, I guess I would have made this "not my situation" problem into a bigger problem.
I know I may seem like a busybody or what ever person to you guys out there who despise/ hates me.
But who cares? The most important thing is that I'm happy with my life.
If those of you out there who hates me for SOME reason or for no bloody reason....
GO AHEAD because I know I've not done anything to offend you.
god knows everything.
Ok... I know that I've done ONE thing that has made somebody feel fucking low.
Sorry to
YOU now because previously I did treat you very good as a close friend too.
But yet you blamed me for setting you up into that relationship.
You were the one who has made the relationship seem worst everyday.
I tried to help but i still didn't work.
If you still think that I'm the bad person, go ahead because I know I've done the right thing.
I shall leave all these proving stuffs to god.
I'm sure he knows all the things that we have done.
He knows how to see the picture much clearer and even out the right and wrong stuffs correctly.
For now... I shall just stop because I've not completed my a.maths homework.
I slept for 4hours just now. (a short nap?)
Chinese project is gonna be so DOOMZXZ
L-A-M-E. whatever.
I should just stop myself from thinking about you.
You've forgotten about me (I guess) or maybe you've already regarded me as a normal friend.
I should not care about how you are anymore.
I should just carry on with my life and wait for a better one to come.
no point hanging on to you in the midst of no where.
i've been doing that for the past 7/8/9 months.
Guess you came into my life teaching me how to be much more patient.
I should thank you for doing that.
I shall draw lines between our friendship from now on.
That's all !
loved
sad
crushed
mellow
contemplative
WHY ?!
accomplished
bored